it is hard being

if i danced hard enough, would you reappear as suddenly as you disappeared?
if i played all your favourite songs, would you listen to my words as well?

what if i told you i still love you.
all i need is for you to tell me how you're doing
all i need is for you to hear me say, i still love you.

it is tough being in love with a dead man
but loving you is too easy.

i hope there is internet wherever you are.



photoshop CS

WIP: it is hard being

work in progress

when i think of you

photoshop CS

on a side note,
it is quite hard to draw something that shows the emotion of missing someone.
and whoa my works are getting colder and colder.

on another side note,
oh god i never knew that paintball could massacre someone's legs so bad. and and and. i want to play more.

drastic measure

i am quite happy with this one. i am quite curious how the next few works will look like.
good news is that i might have gotten myself addicted to drawing all over again. feels like finding new love.

it's the good old days again.

Update: Print sold to Christophe.

WIP: save the record

as always, music really affects my attitude while drawing.
i should really stop listening to sappy things.
i like cute little bad girls. these two aren't too bad though. not yet anyway.

baby

more minimalistic sketches from me.
bear with me for a while.
i find it hard to come up with vibrant colours these days.
i hope it's a phase, because i really like colours.
funny, i noticed my drawings look really lifeless these days.

stand, you.

a nothing-much sketch. photoshop CS


another drwaing that i couldn't get the energy nor desire to finish. maybe one day. maybe one day.

help yourself

photoshop CS3

on a side note,
the healing process is a funny one.
and mango is giving me incredible scratch marks. the cat.
hmm. what else.
i need to start taking life by the balls. guess i have to find it first. *shrug*

WIP: please help yourself

damn photoshop wouldn't detect my pressure sensivity. utterly annoyed.

she found something new

photoshop CS3

a come back work after more than 2 months.
i got my computer fixed yesterday, though i still don't know the fate of my hard disk.

drawing again, feels really overwhelming. i haven't exercised this part of the brain for a while. nor the hand. i hope things will get better from now on.

i have been a complete sloth the past months, waking up and it is the same as yesterday, and the day before. nights wasted on frivolous drinking and partying. but i have been concentrating more on the band. very sad about the fact that we had to replace our guitarist, but to keep going on i need to have goals. aiming for a gig after we have more songs down. my vision of the band has changed since we first started, it was only for the fun of it. but recently i have found a bit more passion in singing and the guitar, so i would like to work more on things.

painting on the other hand has been going very slow, but i'm picking up the pieces.